2:55 AM
i tried typing an entry out, as much as possible trying to be really happy and satisfied that the exams are finally over but the anxiety creeps in. the fact that UOL LSE is no joke, the whole university life is not like poly life, where the degree of your participation n commitment to your project, be it individual or grp, is something you can fall back on.

if some of you are not aware, UOL LSE is 100% exam based where exams are once a year and it sucks. sucks the life outta you. no amount of studying can make you feel like you can own it (apart from maths). your whole life entirely depends on that 3 or 2 hours paper.

n if you are still interested, i took 5 papers this year which were (in order of the date) Introduction to Economics, Statistics 1, Math 1, Principles of Accounting and finally Principles of Banking and Finance. I felt okay only in Math paper and PBF paper. My hopes are on these 2 and for POA and Economics, im just hoping to get a decent grade. Statistics was a disappointment because i was counting on that only that the examiners decided to make the paper difficult.

the thought of it already scares the shiz out of me. but i've tried my hardest and gave it my all, but definitely not my best. Just hope I can move on to year 2 insya allah and work harder, n i really mean it.

besides exam, my time of late has been spent on the family, atifah, notes and talking to sheikh for some confidence booster. even i dun have time for zasir which is a sad thing.

so now lemme just say i miss my friends. HERMAN NAZ SHIKIN XZ ZX FIRRR (MANER MENGHILANG?) NISA FARUQ QAMAR, ARISYA S RAUDHAH YUS ZURI HAFIZ ISK RASYID, THE PIZZA HUT GIRLS AND ZUL.