2:11 AM
i have approximately 6 hours before i get ready to leave for work today. i probably need the 9 hours productive time to do work to get my mind off things. maybe thats the reason why ppl turn workaholic because like alcoholics/shopaholics, we find meaningless pleasure in doing them. anyway, im not here to speak on behalf of workaholics, i thought id drop in to you a nutshell of what basically happened today.

i woke up at at 1.30 feeling excited because, like i've mentioned in my previous post, i was in a dilemma of whether i shud meet up with him or not, but as a matter of fact, i really do so want to meet my boyfriend. the last time i checked, i saw him for less than 3 hours in a month. pls remind me again i am not the only pathetic girl feeling this way. so anyway, had a shower cleaned up the house and did everything i cud so my parents would be happy to allow be to go out. Waited and waited and waited and waited and waited and waited....until 7 plus. I gave up.

watched tv the whole night and am feeling quite stupid i actually waited. i shud have gone out and do so many things. bahh! nvm, not like its the 1st time.

why did pepper dennis have to end today?!