10:47 PM
my boyfriend is an asshole. my aunty commented that I should change the way I dress and start dressing like an educated woman. if she wasnt my aunty, i would have slammed her. whatever la eh korang. n ya my boyfriend is the worst asshole ever because i was trying to discuss with him on what he thought of my aunty's comments. all he could answer is "da shut up la. sometimes also u dun realise u dress inappropriately." chee bye kau ar

i realise i tend to be hard on myself these days because i dun have any other approprite channels to share my anger and frustration anymore besides a'tifah. I am not even good in terms of expressing my emotions, as a start.

AND zasir is becoming more like a fucker these days. i think ns has seriously fucked him up. and its shit. called me names and forced me to do things which i dun want to. FUCK RITE! ader matair pun mcm kanina la.


i need to go lift my mood and spirits up once again and pretend everythings just like the way it all began.