3:31 AM
hello. im down with flu and fever, being up at this hour doesnt help. but my brother thinks otherwise. they made a commotion over who should sleep where and the lost Playstation catridge. Blamed one another until I finally woke up and shouted. hate it, fucking hate it. esp the 3rd brother, i wonder what went wrong with him during his growing up. must be due to the insane ideologies that my father has brainwashed him with. kinda bad but its a dirty confession.

moving on, lets just hope my condition doesnt deteriorate so i can be mentally and physically prepared for the match this Saturday, which all of us have been looking forward to.

i urged my brother to help borrow an accounting book from TP library to prepare myself for the new school term, particularly topics on double entry system and trial balance. I know Im suppose to know that by now but I cant recall it being taught in poly back then. Haha I know XZ will go like, "SEEE NEVER PAY ATTENTION RIGHT". haha diam eh.

I miss us, like how atifah misses qamar and nisa. i wished school would start with all of you again.