1:52 AM
Thank you Mom for going all out for me, even if it means all that.

Some people will never realise what life is full of until something significant stikes them. I think I've seen much to not want to see more. Call me selfish but I wish the world will end sooner, people will go back to God and there the good and bad will be seperated.

The best friend and I discussed one night on the other things that life can offer, more than what everyone is hoping to achieve these days; luxury, security, status and skills. I went to the bursary award presentation on Sunday and before the ceremony, a short video was aired on the stage. The video depicted the concurrent situation of the Tsunami hit areas like Sri Lanka, Indonesia and etc. The video was so surreal, partly because the screen was kinda big so we felt closer and also because it happened to our neighbouring country 2 years ago and to think I did nothing to help ease the plight of the victims. I could have at least gave rice and that could have fed 100 kids in 1 day.

Then then, all these big and strange dreams started popping up. One of them is to pursue Bachelor in International Studies in UNSW if I'm not mistaken where you'll major in all these kind of things and the fact that you will travel around with United Nations help out with the humanitarian effort and do lots of community service.

That might be my 2nd choice in UNSW.