3:45 PM
Short holidays don't really help that much. Been lazing around doing absolutely nothing. Demotivated and with the cold weather that's been on-off, can't help but to feel so loww.

The best friend went on a Johor trip from Wednesday and came back only on Friday. I totally forgot that it was flooding mad there until Friday. Got a lil worried about her safety but I'd figured she'd be ok because I know her. Haha.

Then my brother got his school posting, so say HELLO! to Ping Yi Secondary, joining Shikin's Sisters in the PING YI line. My mum was disappointed because with the results he got, he's much capable of better schools not that Ping Yi is bad school but its not on par with the overall results. Anyway, I assured my mum that there might be a good thing behind all this and ultimately she became ok with it.

So on Friday, went down to PYSS and I love the environment. That fountain especially, haha. The principal and teachers were great and the canteen is super cute. It reminds me of a Primary School canteen with all the weird names for the various stalls.

We ordered Pizza Hut later that night, felt like my stomach would burst anytime because the food was so much. Also watched Tyra Banks show and damn it was good.

Then Saturday morning, was suppose to come down to school for a captain's ball match but received some bad news. Mardhiah's father passed away this morning so we all met up and went to melawat her. It's really sad to see somebody you love go suddenly.

But my father always tells me that, when somebody is gone, he/she is gone for the better. We should have faith in God as they return to Him and will be taken care of Him. The least we can do is pray for the betterness of him/her in the afterlife.

I think I can only tell myself that after I've already cried my heart out BUT the emotions that gets to you the first few days will definitely be crazy for you not to cry.

Bottomline, I just want to send my deepest condolences to Mardhiah and family again. May God help you go through this period insya Allah. *hugs*