1:39 PM
I've been pooping for the past 4 days to be exact and its not your normal-easy-come-out-poop, but the very painful one where it comes out when you fart and its not exactly diarhhoe because its not watery but

OK I'd better stop. LYANA IS SICKENING.

Anyway, I'm so jealous of Yan Jing and Shikin and whoever else in BZE who gets the invitation for the NTU Seminar. *sobs*

But, Im not wimp so Im gonna stop fretting right about now. BUTTT I only get the invitation to join the Police which I believe every single mother f****** person in Poly receives. Haha, ok I hope all the DHL of BzE get to go into NUS or NTU so we can make the course more recognised within the local market.

And for myself, I have 2 F's which one of them doesn't count because it was a CDS that I forgot to drop during my second year and it was recorded into the transcript. WTF?

SHIT THE people who did that. It was partly my fault but they did not inform me that I was required to do so. IDIOT.

After which, I'll be making an appointment with the course manager soon to ask him to freaking remove the "F" on the transcript and I'm getting my favourite teachers to write me EXTREMELY GOOD REFERENCE LETTERs. Haha hopefully then, I'll go to SMU and NUS and NTU and UNSW and SIM and beg on my knees,

PLEASE TAKE ME IN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *Has anybody ever done that though?



Or, leave everything behind [inserts the SADDEST tone] and move to America or Great Britian or maybe turn Polish/Irish and join the radical extremists to campaign against fur.<----That last sentence was totally unrelated at all.

But yea, go overseas. Having split decisions on it though. Like leaving your loved ones blablabla.



Hopefully, you people have a better insight on what I really am. Haha ok I think Im drunk, or too anxious because Im going to Vivo City, I think.