3:31 AM
He's gone, for a while.



Let me get this straight. No amount of coffee can ever make me be in this situation. This jet lag is bad. I haven't had any night sleeps since Saturday.

Moving on, I slept at 8 and woke up at 1 pm. Rushed to school to resubmit my form, met up with the best friend who was laughing incessantly at the slightest thing which is probably due to the latest Korean drama frenzy on Channel U, then surfed the internet at cyber center and finally got home to buy the ingredients for Honey Cornflakes.

Started around 5.30 and finished doing it by break fast. I was in a hurry to make em' so that Zasir can taste it before he leaves for Taiwan. I made some, years ago and he liked it. And he asked me to make for his friends as well. Yela eh.

So the first tray was overcooked. The following trays were nicely done except this time I put in abit more honey so it was sticky all over.

AIRPORT/taiwan/Boyfriend

I was suppose to go to the airport alone but hearing that his whole family from both sides were going to be there, I asked my brother along. Reached the airport at 9 where he picked me up at Terminal 1 and thereafter we walked over to the Changi Kopi Club (eh?). His parents, brother and his fav aunty was there.

Talked to them, joked alot and for me, I pretty much just stared at him. He wore the top I bought from London and it fits him perfectly. I just love the way he is when he is with his parents/family members. He really jokes alot, like alot and he is definitely a family man. Thats one of the main reason why I loved him from the very begining.

I'm very attracted to guys who can make me laugh and at the same time, still makes me feel shy when Im with him. Mcm malu2 la. I dunno why but I still do. Is it normal??

After about half an hour, we walked over to Row 1 to gather. We were all sitting around when he called out to me and started on his antiques,

"Ahh here she is, my future wife, this is Lyana. I actually want Mak and Aunty to get to know la your future daughter in law. B, come here take picture with me. OK wait, Maaa take picture of me and my wife"

Can I like kill myself? He did it like infront of his mum. As much as I wanna hug him back for being so *i donno wad word to use*, cannot la. Must respect the people around. So yea, we took picture after picture using his aunty's camera.

Then blablabla, he offered me money for my school and daily expenses. SEE again, why I love him. But of course, I told him to keep it for himself.

So come 11 p.m, all the guys started queueing up grp by grp, taking attendance. They just stood around, took pictures with the rest of the boys and yea, they shouted "Selamat Hari Raya". Pity these boys la for having to miss out Hari Raya this year. I had to go off by 11.30 and I could not get his attention amidst the big crowd of makcik2.


When finally he saw me waving, he sneaked his way up to me, held my hand in his and we said our goodbyes.*sobs*