5:16 AM
Dropped by the supermarket to buy food back to Singapore and some of the few things that Í'm bringing back are Yorkshire Pudding, Waffles, Pancakes, Bagels and 10 inc Pizzas.

And maybe if I'm lucky, I'll probably grab 24 Krispy Kreme doughnuts which they are selling at 12.95 pounds.

I had one of the best break fast meals ever yesterday and today.

Yesterday was breakfast at one of my aunty's Malaysian friend's house. There was a spread of traditional Malay cooking and some sweet tooth for savoury after dinner. They served us Strawberry Cheesecake, Agar2 gudel, Haagen Daaz ice Cream and Cream Doughnuts.

People here really want you to grow fat, esp the Asian. The serving portions are huge and they insist that you have second helping even if it means vomitting it all out later, which is senseless. I mean, you're wasting the food all over again.

My aunty especially, FORCES, literally its like pushing in my fist into your mouth, yea she's like that. She makes us eat and eat and eat even though I tell her Im full. She does that all the time. She puts all the leftover foods onto my plate and make sure I finish em all up.

Just now we had rice, then she heated up some more rice. Then after the second time, she wanted to heat up more rice but I said to her firmly I'm full. She seemed quite upset and I felt bad, so I told her that I'll finish up the HALF FULL CONTAINER filled with curry chicken, for her sake.

Then she went like, "Ahh that's more I like it! Anyway, im so proud of myself today because I didnt have second helping...giggling away". HELLOO??! I'm so pissed.

That day, her son ended up vomitting at her friends house because she was doing it again. She demanded him, which initially was me Lydiana and adam, to finish up the food so it'll be easier to wash up.

After me and Lydiana said no, Adam said he really couldn't finish but seeing his mother put on an upsetting face, he said he'll do it. I felt SOOO BLARDY guilty. I mean the poor kid has reached his maximum capacity. I really wanted to help but I knew I would throw up.

Indeed, he threw up like 10 mins later. It felt good because I was hoping my aunty could see what she has been doing is a big mistake.

But the worst part was, she gave an excuse that her son ate too fast. Eating too fast is not as bad as eating tooo much! ARGHH!! Stressed!!

I just hope God will show her one day. Wake her up from her senses. Not that I wanna project a bad image of my aunty or myself (for hating her even when she has taken me on a holiday&etc). but nobody is perfect. So this is just another side to a person, which I tak sukerrr sngt.


*sigh*


I feel much better now. Bloggin really helps sometimes.

And another thing, I kinda feel good about his relationship with her. I mean he's gone through a lot to begin with and she seems kinda nice on an overall perspective. Hopefully, they'll last. God Bless. :)