10:45 PM
To girls whose ever felt/experienced this way before. ITS A MUST TO READ.

I was scanning through friendster profiles of people I last spoke to in a million years and there is one particular person which was kinda significant amongst the rest. He was significant in a bad way because the memories I have of him are sadly, of very bad ones only. By telling you this, its like taking a step closer to knowing how I was like back in secondary school and moreover, since I rarely talk much about secondary school days (even though they're the best years), here's an inside view on me, then & of course, the guy la.

This guy 'A' here teared my relationship apart with one of my exboyfriends. He tore it apart by badmouthing me to the EX just because I fucking coloured my hair with the 6% Wella Hair Dye in sec 2. WTF?

He USED to preach Islam religiously, pointing out the slightest mistake one ever does. So when he found out I coloured my hair, he argued with me over that, got the exboyfriend involved, got the EX EX boyfriend involved and his secondary friends involved.

One day, after my relationship with my ex bf was done&damaged, guy 'A' came by my block with the Ex and their sec school mates, apparently wanting to beat me up. Guy 'A' called me and threatened me if I didn't come out at that instance, he'd burn my house down. Since I live on the first floor, I could hear the sound of breaking glass bottles just beside and the boys shouting like fucking cavemen asking me to come out. When I came out, I saw my ex and guy 'A' pairing up against me already. Dickheads la. To think that your ex, would wanna burn ur house down also.

So I bravely went out and talked to them. I dont exactly remember what we talked about but until that day, I've never seen guy 'A' around my area anymore,except once or twice.

Years later, I found out my ex and guy 'A' eventually were no longer close friends.

Then when I entered poly, I was appalled to see the EX working as a cleaner in TP which was a side job for him while waiting for his ITE admission. Then semester in semester out, my current bf became good friends with the exboyfriend. So until now, even though Zasir knows my ex bf once threatened me, he's cool with it but if he ever harrass me again now, I'd need no Zasir la, I'd most likely slam dunk his dick myself.

And so now, what has happened to guy 'A'????!

the guy who use to preach Islam like some warak
the guy who threatened to burn my house down
the guy who never apologised for all the mistakes
the guy who broke my relationship up (which is a good thing la for me becos i met someone much better in every possible way)
the guy who laughed at me because he thought I was too ugly to be his friends girlfriend

BEFORE............................

AFTER..................................

Is now, a part time bouncer(where has all those preachings gone to? asshole isit?) and happens to be living in his own world of contradictions. The last time I saw him, which was 3 weeks ago, he dared not look at me in the eye.

Even when I didnt get my fair share of the good things in life at an early stage, I'm still thankful as always to God because he opened my eyes and made me realise the bigger picture.

All the best in your life. Just hope you won't make the same mistakes again.