2:27 AM
I never thought this would come to me.

I'm having the worst of the worst nervous breakdown ever. Feelin at my lowest especially when with the boyfriend. But feel so much much more better when I'm with the girls.

My mind is dead. I feel so helpless.

Alot of things happened this week but I'm just too lazy to update about it. All I know is I'm looking forward to meeting the best friend tomorrow.

I have this habit of bottling up of my feelings and then one fine day, when I can't take it anymore, I'd cry endlessly. Endless like a small child. Cry till the veins in my eyes hurt so much and then followed with a terrible headache. like how I'm feelin right now.

ITS JUST TOO HARD TO FAKE IT.

*Thanks girls (Naz & XZ). I really enjoyed your accompany.
**Thanks BestF. for patiently listening to me. Its not everyday that I cry talking to you.